#introduction Hello! I'm Dwarf! I am a bigender (She/He) witch. I'm rather new to this whole mastodon thing, but I'm from tumblr originally. I practice witchcraft and am researching some more traditional practices, but usually create my own spells and the like. I also study chaos magic, practice divination, and highly curious about conjuration. I am also pagan and an animist! Once I move out of my current area, I plan on crafting wands and staves!
Feeling inadequate, kinda Show more
It's why I keep shying away from social media. I want to speak about so much but I have such a deep rooted fear of public humiliation that I have deleted many a blog once it started to get noticed... I have it in my brain that unless I know what I am saying is 100% fact I am not worthy to speak at all. It's haunted me since high-school.
Feeling inadequate, kinda Show more
I have ideas about magick and the way things work metaphysically, but I feel so under-educated. I havent read a wide variety of books, or traveled beyond the safty of tourism, or studied religion. I don't know how to meditate relyably, I have only managed to astral project once and it lasted only a few short moments. Who am I to speak about the nature of things beyond our full understanding? I just have the faint whispers of ideas given to me by idle dreams and my gods.
Blog Promotion (Tumblr) Show more
Just posted on my tumblr blog about how I make sigils!
Christianity (-) Show more
No matter how much I try, I can't bring myself to use christian tech in my workings. It's just... uncomfortable. I don't get how other chaotes can do it. Doesn't help that I'm being forced to go to church with my grandma, but even though I want to try planetary magick and work from the lesser key of solomon and don't really hold any beef with the Abrahamic god anymore I can't get this feeling of overbearing pressure when I think about it for too long. Bleh.
Weird, kind of creepy memories Show more
For some reason I have the distinct memory of choking on ash and I don't know where it came from or why it suddenly came to the forefront of my mind
Hmm hmm hmm... anyone know of a charm or spell to encourage good weather while traveling? My sister is going to be driving up to New York in a couple weeks to visit her boyfriend, and the weather's been so wacky it's hard to predict and she's asking for a little extra protection. #witchcraft
Energy Vampire??? Show more
Something is up at my work and IDK what it is. When I am home or away from my desk I'm fine. When I sit at my desk I feel overwhelmingly exhausted to the point of being nearly unable to keep my eyes open. I don't think it's just because my work is boring, it's too extreme of a difference. I don't usually buy the whole energy vampire concept, but I at least definitely think SOMETHING is draining me at my desk.
caps Show more
Hollars into the sun
WHY IS MODDING SKYRIM SO DIFFICULT
Altar/Shrine picture! Show more
A smokey picture of the shrine and altar to my gods, servitor, and spirits. Featuring a rather wilted poinsettia I am nursing back to health.
Drugs Show more
I wish I knew where and how to buy weed and/or shrooms
I don't even know how people find dealers
At least weed might become legal in ohio eventually..........
Also! I learned a little bad luck jinx from my uncle last night, though whether or not he believed it was magic is unknown. It came from an inside joke between my dad and him, but it certainly worked! Almost every single time he did the damn thing his target would get a bad roll of the dice, I was impressed tbh
Going to be spending the first day of 2019 creating my magick bullet journal! I finished the weeks through to next year for my mundane one, so now I am gonna make one for my witchy shenanigans to track spells, sigil launches, and other spiritual stuff.
I also plan on using a dream journal, though I may keep that separate.
Depression mention Show more
>Has been sick and depressed all day
>Finally looks at daily draw
>3 of swords
Sounds about right 😕
TMI, sickness Show more
Man IDK what I ate or if it's my period but I've had on and off diarrhea all day and no access to anything that can help. 😰😷
'Allo! Call me Dwarf.
Usually pining over not living near mountains or working.