oops I hopped on a bandwagon, but it was really fun and made me think a little 💕
@witchofthenorse for starting a lovely trend 😘
i'll use my first post to briefly introduce myself! you may call me Lunelle. i'm new on my journey but it's something that resonates within me and that i want to learn so much more about. i love how positive and healthy the community can be and it encourages me to connect with myself on a deeper level.
i absolutely love plants and this is a picture of all my succulent babies! i also adore anything and everything floral. im 21, and i love being in love and the magic of being alive ♡
selfie, eye contact + small mental health update Show more
I did my makeup today in an effort to feel better about myself. it helped to a degree since I didn't look as dead as I felt ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
was late to my college personal counselor appointment because I decided to do my makeup. I almost didn't go but I'm happy I did. the counselor was really effective and I think I finally found a "therapist" I like. hopefully this helps. I really hope it does.
life rambling Show more
I'm so incredibly tempted to say screw computer science, get a full time job, save all the money I can the next year, move out into a cozy studio apartment, become a part time artist and get a bunch of new plant babies. feels horrible that I already sunk $4k into comp sci but I'd be happier doing art than crunching code. I mean it's better than having a life crisis every other day so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
lolol what's happening to my life
im really sorry for being so absent lately, especially as a mod for our community. I feel that it's been very irresponsible for me to have been gone as long as I have, and I do mean it when I say I'm sorry and I do care for you all very much. things have been very difficult for my mental health lately, and nearly everyday is a struggle at this point. I wish it wasn't affecting my attendance at the café, but I'm going to try to be active again. I hope everyone has been okay.
my friend is making a YouTube and Twitch channel and asked if I could help him out with his icon. friendly reminder that I still am accepting #commissions 💕
super negative, mental health, s**cide mention Show more
came super close to jumping off a bridge today, and I wish that was an overexaggeration. having relapses in my suicidal thoughts is always a fun time. I don't think people realize how okay I am with not living anymore. I have extremely little going for me and everything is slowly falling apart. I thought I was doing better but it's hard to see progress when I relapse like this. if I was 2% more unstable I wouldn't be writing this right now...
if you don't have me on snap I feel sorry for you Show more
WAAAAAAAHt a mastapiece
nostalgia, gaming Show more
I really... miss gaming. I miss how happy it used to make me. I missed playing with groups and feeling apart of something. the laughing and even the rage. I genuinely miss being a nerd and I'm sad that I feel so distant from who I used to be. I hear about people playing d&d and going on raids and I'm reminded of my league of legends days and it pains my heart. I wanna get back into it but idk how :( I feel like it's easier (and more fun) with at least one other person. bleh.
I thought of you when I saw this 💕
college woes Show more
I'm actually doing so bad. like really bad. and I have three exams next week and if I don't pull A's on all of them I'm sooooo fucked. I haven't been able to dedicate enough time to studying bc of my job and the constant exhaustion I feel, not to mention this flip flopping depression I've been having. this semester is such a train wreck. really trying to keep it together over here. I have faith I can recover but I feel so overwhelmed it's hard to stay positive.
no offence but..........
i need this
very... interesting topic, nsfw Show more
this is super weird for me to admit, but I'm considering sex work. nothing where I'm directly interacting with people in person tho.
this is super embarrassing so I'm not gonna go into details. if anyone has experience with this sorta thing feel free to DM me 😶
personal, relationship ++++++ eye contact selfie Show more
Guess who just got enGAYged???
22 | she/her | Moderator | eclectic, green, secular witch | empath | always trying to find the beauty in everything ♡