oops I hopped on a bandwagon, but it was really fun and made me think a little 💕
@witchofthenorse for starting a lovely trend 😘
i'll use my first post to briefly introduce myself! you may call me Lunelle. i'm new on my journey but it's something that resonates within me and that i want to learn so much more about. i love how positive and healthy the community can be and it encourages me to connect with myself on a deeper level.
i absolutely love plants and this is a picture of all my succulent babies! i also adore anything and everything floral. im 21, and i love being in love and the magic of being alive ♡
it's been awhile, but I think it's about time I concluded my (never announced, whoops) hiatus. I had every intention of returning with spring but life had other plans. I've been out of touch with my craft for awhile now but I hope I can reacquaint myself with my spirituality. I missed this community and I hope my return is welcome 🌸
I hope everyone has been well!
selfie, eye contact + small mental health update
I did my makeup today in an effort to feel better about myself. it helped to a degree since I didn't look as dead as I felt ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
was late to my college personal counselor appointment because I decided to do my makeup. I almost didn't go but I'm happy I did. the counselor was really effective and I think I finally found a "therapist" I like. hopefully this helps. I really hope it does.
I'm so incredibly tempted to say screw computer science, get a full time job, save all the money I can the next year, move out into a cozy studio apartment, become a part time artist and get a bunch of new plant babies. feels horrible that I already sunk $4k into comp sci but I'd be happier doing art than crunching code. I mean it's better than having a life crisis every other day so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
lolol what's happening to my life
im really sorry for being so absent lately, especially as a mod for our community. I feel that it's been very irresponsible for me to have been gone as long as I have, and I do mean it when I say I'm sorry and I do care for you all very much. things have been very difficult for my mental health lately, and nearly everyday is a struggle at this point. I wish it wasn't affecting my attendance at the café, but I'm going to try to be active again. I hope everyone has been okay.
I really... miss gaming. I miss how happy it used to make me. I missed playing with groups and feeling apart of something. the laughing and even the rage. I genuinely miss being a nerd and I'm sad that I feel so distant from who I used to be. I hear about people playing d&d and going on raids and I'm reminded of my league of legends days and it pains my heart. I wanna get back into it but idk how :( I feel like it's easier (and more fun) with at least one other person. bleh.
I thought of you when I saw this 💕
I'm actually doing so bad. like really bad. and I have three exams next week and if I don't pull A's on all of them I'm sooooo fucked. I haven't been able to dedicate enough time to studying bc of my job and the constant exhaustion I feel, not to mention this flip flopping depression I've been having. this semester is such a train wreck. really trying to keep it together over here. I have faith I can recover but I feel so overwhelmed it's hard to stay positive.
no offence but..........
i need this
22 | she/her | Moderator | eclectic, green, secular witch | empath | always trying to find the beauty in everything ♡