capitalism and ptv
there’s a line in pierce the veil’s ‘i’m low on gas and you need a jacket’ that goes, “well fuck, what, am i supposed to be impressed? you’re just another set of bones to lay to rest.” and i’ve wanted it as a tattoo for years bc A. i’ll always be a cringy emo at heart and B. i will revel in shoving it in the faces of wealthy pricks whenever they try to tell me about all the meaningless crap they own.
why tf are ppl so obsessed with online activity? go off the grid for 2 weeks. come back and tell us how you lived with a herd of wild deer in a nearby forest. there’s absolutely no reason to feel pressured to be constantly online “marketing” yourself. the internet will be here when you get back, but life keeps going whether you experience it or not.
late period venting
few months back, my dr changed my birth control to something without estrogen, even tho i’ve been taking the same thing for 2 years & told her my headaches were just stress but whatever. anyway, last month, i had my period a week early and immediately again the next week (i know, kill me) but this month it’s going on a week late now and i’m getting concerned. i take it every day at the same time, but changing it can mess with your cycle.. i just don’t wanna be knocked up lmao
i hate this serial killer asshole i'm reading on today, but fuck i really want to move to alaska and learn to fly one of those little personal bush planes that can float on water as well. i'd fly around the mountains and out into the wilderness constantly. why did this fucker get such a rad life and have to ruin it being a murderous, woman-hating dick? people suck.
also sorry i’m kinda mia rn. been going hard on my thesis every day and then screwing around in a new minecraft world with trevor lmao. i’m living in the side of a massive modded snow mountain overlooking a frozen pine forest and there’s a wild llama army surrounding me. i also added a ton of gemstone mods, and now i’m hoarding all the colorful rocks like a dragon. the rose quartz is even heart-shaped!
i was talking with @idleDreams a few days ago, and with the server anniversary coming up (in may), we thought it’d be fun to have some small giveaways offered by members here for one another to enter. they mentioned wanting to raffle some more tarot bags they’ve made, and anyone else would be welcome to make and add their own items to a raffle. we could have different winners for as many items as are offered, and holding it in may gives ppl a few months to prepare. thoughts?
went to see my mom and aunt and my brothers & the middle one’s spawns today. his 2yo is oblivious to me still, but the 4yo immediately hid under the bed in the living room with the chihuahua and then didn’t want to come back in the room after he went upstairs with my brother bc he thought i was the witch he believes lives in the house next door. my aesthetic must be operating at supreme levels.
i have to go back across the state to glasgow for trevor’s gma’s birthday today, but that’s also means i don’t have to work on my thesis. 😎
oh and i created this vampire poet musician lesbian bard lady oc last night. she’s immortal and hot and basically like an irl homer that sings about all the dumb shit humans have done over the millennia and plays some lute-like string thing and a penny whistle. you know, like the flute from the intro to my heart will go on? also i’m obsessed with her lmao
agnostic witch, cemetery nymph, collector of bones & oddities. ex-retail worker with her master’s in criminology & BA in psychology.