Personal, Japanese/uni (+)
Today is the day I will actually go back to studying Japanese! It's been so long bc translations, lit class and classical Japanese fucked me right over last semester 😪 But I'm excited Sasha wants to study with me and I finally HAVE TIME without having to follow a strict schedule (bc Japanese classes ended). So yeah, dats gonna be my semester 💪 (plus, hopefully it'll be witchy too).
Oohh. I'll prob need that soon, too 😪 I know it's bad of me, but I really hate them/am scared of them. And they ruin my summer experience all the time 😭
Now that I have time and it's so lovely outside, I really want to push myself to do more things. I've wanted to go somewhere and collect herbs/plants/blossoms for ages. Especially now since bf got me a jewellery making set for my BD. I'd die to make some blossom/crystal charms. Tho ... I don't know why, but I have a huge problem with going out there alone. But I feel like, and I'm sure of it, that I need to do that in order to connect with myself and to move forward. So tomorrow I'll try!
I am so happy ✨ I finally handed in my last paper, right on my birthday. Then we went to visit my family for 2 days. It was kinda stressful, but now everything's back in order. I HAVE TIME?? I don't know what to do. But now I can read and write and work on my Grimoire that finally arrived. LOTS AND LOTS OF WITCH TIME!! So excited ❤️ I missed being here. HELLO!!!
Personal, writing (+)
I feel kinda proud of myself. Today's work day was kind of exhausting. I really couldn't bring myself to do witchy stuff (again). But instead I actually wrote something! Like, it's been MONTHS AND MONTHS! And I'm kinda feeling it. I hope it stays that way because I missed it and I'll have to write my term paper starting tomorrow
Yes, haha! I know that feeling. I'm not good at remembering things, especially not in podcasts 🙈 I am so easily distracted
Looks so awesome!! 😍
I'm not sure I feel the newest episodes. Which did you listen to last?
Which means I'll have to retake the whole seminar at the end of this year. But I am drowning. I don't have energy left. I couldn't do it and I was afraid of not passing it this time, too. And I couldn't handle a "third try" and then getting thrown out of uni, lol. It's my last exam omg why
In other news, tho, I'll be able to go visit my sister and my nephew at the end march ✨ My mum will be there, too. And to top it off, bf will go with me and we'll go by car! So excited. Nephew and me share the same birthday, so I bought him a new book. By that time, I'll also have finished writing my term paper. Maybe then I'll have a few quite days until uni starts again. I decided not to take the exam on the 05.04 I couldn't pass last month.
Personal, Witchy things, dreams
Hmm, like I said, I haven't done a whole of a lot witchy things lately. That includes browsing tumblr, writing in my journal, doing Tarot, reading my books and even thinking about it much. It frustrates me to no end. But then it's all the more weird that I dreamed about making a Brigid's cross. Though I couldn't finish it because some stems were too short. I think somone wanted to tell me something ...
Personal, holidays (+)
On another note, I'll be at a friend's tomorrow. We're gonna celebrate Carnival there. I'm excited bc I didn't get to do it last year bc of exams. Plus, I'll be seeing his cat. I absolutely ADORE his cat. It's been so long since I've seen cat 😭 And ... on Friday, bf is gonna return from his ski trip and will be joining us later. So much to look forward to ❤️
Personal, cleaning, cleansing, bf (+)
I haven't done a lot of witchy things lately. My head was just too full of other stuff. But today, we're cleaning the whole apartment again and tomorrow, boyfriend will leave for a one week long ski vacation. So I guess that'd be the best time to cleanse every room ✨ I am kinda bumped that I didn't think of preparing a talisman for him. I am really afraid of him hurting himself ... All his aunts came back injured last time.
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🌱 Aspiring witch with a BA in Japanese Studies and English Language and Literature 🌱